today

today it is time for another stint on the hemodialysis machine, lets hope its better than the last go, jack was so ill, being sick, feeling dizzy and faint, it wasn't very good, we hoped it would make him feel better, it seems the day he had the dialysis it makes him feel bad, then he will sleep if he can, the following day he is ok, then the following day he has more, so we are having a word with someone today, cause he doesnt want to be feeling so ill every other day, surely that isnr how he should feel? he is more open about it all now, and last night was chatting to our neighbour, he lifted his top up and shown him all his lines and pipes etc, i was surprised, cause he hates them, but i think now he is just learnng to deal with them, which is good. we went to see his brother and girlfriend last night, and saw their cat, she was in an accident on sunday, but thankfully she is on the mand, poor little thing, i hate it when anything happens to pets! and they have to dogs, jack said" you couldnt have 2 more different looking dogs" , one is a choc lab, she is lovely, and the other is a tiny little thing(i will find out the breed) its a little one that fits in your hand and its fully grown, he is sooooooooooo cute. it was pouring down last night when we left his brothers, and half way home the rain stopped and the road was dry, it was bizzare, cause the rain was really heavy, in fact it is on the news now how the midlands was hit with flash floods last night, so i think we were lucky. anyway i must dash, time to go and get myself ready, i will update later as to how things go, fingers crossed