today

well jack had his hemodialysis today, another 4 hour session, he ended up with a banging headache again, they think that is because of the fluid it takes off him, so not sure what can be done about that? i was allowed to bring him home about 3.30 today, so even though they say it is a 4 hour sessin, we were there at 9am so it does take up alot of your day, when he came home he had a really bad headache and said he didnt feel right, so he had a sleep, then he woke up, was hungry, and fancied a piece of fish from the chippy for tea, so i got him that, he was hungry and ate the lot! not like him, amd now he has gone to bed again, he is so tired, the days he has dialysis you may as well write him off he feels so rough afterwards, then the day after he is good then its time for some more, we are hoping that as his body gets use to this he will feel better, with time, cause at the min it is awful a good ish day,then a bad one, the weekends we are free from it though which is good, this weekend will be the first one on this type of dialysis properly, his body didnt have to deal with all his blood being taken out of him and cleaned before so this type does wash them out more, but hopefully in august or september he will get done and all will be well, everyone keep their fingers crossed for us.and once again thank you for reading this, hope you enjoy it, if that is the right word, if you are new to being a renal patient then pls dont be afraid if you read this, cause this is worse case scenario, everything that can go wrong has, and all this doesnt happen to every renal patient! right now i am listening to rose by the feeling, it is fab, reminds me of our recent holiday! oh its making me cry now, i must be getting all emotional at the moment the transplant is getting closer, and if i am honest i am really quite scared! but its not to bad, when jack is poorly in hospital or up in bed i get to have my cries and worries so i can smile and be positive whwn we are together, no dialysis tomorrow! oh no, another fave song has come on! your lovely to me, by lucky jim, its fab! its off the pedigree advert with the dogs, its lovely, makes me cry too! our oldset dog is upstairs with his dad, i think he knows he is poorly, when he was on capd dialysis and had to do it 4 times a day he would go upstairs with himand sit patiently wagging his tail in the corner making sure he was ok, ahhhhh i am going now i can hardly see the keyboard! good night everyone x x x